ive been set a challenge.

Its probably pretty obvious that im not much of a writer... or a big reader either.

But my housemate Dale has set me a challenge to read the Harry Potter books.

i except the challenge! i will start tonight.

Lets see how long it takes me :)

i dont think about him that much anymore..

I just got an email from my best friend, she had news about my ex. It has taken me almost 2 yrs to get over this guy. Occaisionally thoughts of him still creep into my mind, but i dismiss them just as quickly cos i know nothing will ever happen there again.
And then i got an email confirming that.

He has proposed to his current gf. The one he cheated on with me. Yes i was the other women. But i loved him all the same. It was complicated. I ended it. but it was the hardest thing i have ever done. i sonttimes think that maybe it was the biggest mistake ive ever made... but its done and over. cant change that now.

i hope he is happy. all i ever really wanted is for him to be happy.

....i feel sick.