I want this to be over with

Because of you i dont believe any people anymore.

I know that most are not like you, but I have that fear that they will do to me again what you have done.

That they will not show up. That they will disappear. That they will lie to me.

I hate that you have made me feel this way. I hate that you have had any effect on me at all.

I want to be able to just dismiss you like you never existed, like you were just a bad dream that will be forgotten as soon as I wake up.