im in shock

My best mate Ilz 2 months ago left aus to move home to Turkey (even tho he has grown up here).

I had not spoken to ilz other than a quick hi on msn, until Friday night. He told me he had news, but did want me to be upset.

He tells me he is getting MARRIED on Sunday!!!!! i almost died with shock.

i had preperred myself for him meeting someone.... but not marriage.. not yet.. he has only been there 2 months! He was so not looking to marriage when i knew him.

So today is Tuesday.... (monday night there). He is now married. i need to keep telling myself over and over again, just to so that it is real....