Am i meant to be excited?

I am going to the Mean Fiddler tomorrow night, my best friend Gill is so excited i think she may explode lol.

Maybe its just cos ive been sick.. but i really would rather go out for a nice dinner and a glass of wine, or even better be snuggled up in bed with someone.

But i often feel like this before going out and having an awesome time. it must be the illness, or am i just getting older and im over getting drunk every weekend?