Alone....

Current mood: upset :(

2 weeks ago one of my bestest friends ilz left me to move to Turkey, he is never coming back. He has moved there for ever. Forever is a very long time to never see someone again!

Today one of my other close friends hays, that i also work with finished up today as she is moving back to the gold coast where she is from. I organised a big lunch for the company to say goodbye to her and it was all very sad... lots of tears.

and in 3 weeks another close friend and my exhousemate, Beck is moving to QLD aswell!

3 of the closest people to me are all leaving in the space of 2months! how is this possible!!!!

i am a wreck! who am i meant to turn to now?

Usually it would be ilz that i would be calling in times of dispear. he would answer my call and just know that i needed him to come over, i wouldnt have to say a thing.. and he would be over, he would make me laugh, give me cuddles and id be happy again. Now he is on the other side of the world. ....... i miss him.

If one more person decides to move away anytime soon... i dont know what im going to do.