im in love

Current mood: happy :)

Friday night was spent with a man that at one point in time, was my whole life.
Although the night wasn't about love for each other in that way anymore. Lying in his warm arms made me remember just how much i used to love this. The soft kisses on my forehead for no reason when i put my head on his shoulder, hearing his heart beat along with my own. i love this feeling of love.

Waking up with him the morning to him cuddling me to keep me warm, made me feel so safe, so protected, so happy. a feeling that i have not felt in a very long time. This was what i needed to remind me.

Over the last 2 years that i have been single, i think i must of forgotten how much i loved the feeling of being in love.

i have decided i want that feeling again. it has taken 2 yrs but i am ready to try and get that feeling back.

I am happy that i am finally at this point. and i am finally, in love with love again! :)